A Face Like Sunshine.

And I deserve it.

Supportive as Fuck.

Until you might Actually need them to go that extra mile.

I practically throw money at you when you ask for it ignore your irrational claims to my money give you money no matter how many times you promise to pay it back.

I listen to your empty promises of help with my tuition and making up for birthdays and christmas and I dont hold my breath I know better ive learned how easy it is for you to borrow money but heaven forbid I remind you because its just another empty promise after another.

Im not asking for your money, I just need you to help me as a last measure as a what fucking if. And you cant give me that?

Soon ill be out of here and this shit wont matter. Im just so exhausted.

but Pottermore is being a proverbial “Bitch”

Parkinsons and Diabetes,

Only to discover early signs and symptoms are practically the same and are quite generalized allowing a LOT of room.

I cant afford a Doctor but I need to know …

Ive had the shakes as long as I can remember, and theyve just gotten worse with time … But only in burst not constant as well as Irritability, Dizziness, Inability to sleep. While I hope its nothing I kind of cross my fingers for Diabetes :/ seems the lesser of two evils.

This whole post probably sounds stupid those that are better educated than me in the subject probably think im just overdramatic.

Sorry :/

pedestals predestined to crumble
have never seen the likes of us
we’re all so quiet that nothing can compare
if silence broken by the dropping of rain
can tell us that we are incomplete
then when do we fall apart?

surely words spoken are phrases mistaken
nothing as it ever seems to be is still something
and we all give in eventually
I dont know how to talk
to say what matters.
when do we fall apart?

Be my support or crumble with me
let our fragmented realities intermingle
and all of nothing fade away